Hi ... I have got a happy half day ... F was so concerned what appointment I have today ... and she said can meet me for dinner tonite ...
at 2.45pm tio fly a big plane again ... except that this time is earlier ... she is meeting schoolmate to buy textbook from her ...
I was like so dispensible ... any Tom, Dick and Harry can come into our way and disrupt me meeting her.
Am I being very irritating and irrationale? Loving a person make me an idiot and a fool. I was very taken for granted. A lot of ppl is telling me this too. I am really damn fan jian. Cannot stand myself liao. Wish that I can just leave this place and go to one where ppl appreciate. I think that she is feeling stressed meeting me. Being with me is hard ba because I am hard to please. That is like the way her bf treat her ba, dispensible and unimportant. Want then meet dun wan you can fucked off. She tio once before, why is she doing it to other ppl?
Retribution? What I did to deserve all these pain?
The more plane u get flied, the more fear u have ... 2 planes in a week ... How can I take this shit?
I think God is giving me a direction le. I should give up and move on. Thank you.
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