Goals

  • Pass my IPPT
  • Pursue MSc
  • Own a Car b4 30 yr old

WishList

  • Jean
  • Pouch
  • E51i $200
  • My Birthday Wish
  • Oversea Trip $500
  • Stock market back to normal

Activities

  • 7 Nov 08 : KTV+ dinner
  • 15 Nov 08: Desaru Cycling
  • 22 Nov 08 : Wedding Dinner Merchant Court
  • 27 Nov 08: Genting
  • 19 Dec 08: Chalet

Friday, October 17, 2008

Letting go Day 2

I was looking forward to the movie date with F ... too bad all over le

I couldnt work for the whole day.
Not that I didnt expect it to come ... just that I didnt expect it to come so fast ...
Everything that I did cannot compete to the thing he did ... I lose it so easily ...
I wana slowly let go and hope that time can ease everything ... BUT
things dont go as expected.
I gone through a lot with her ... Just as she is seeing light in her life ... the person she sees is not me.

Why is heaven so unfair to me?
I worked hard. I put in effort. And ppl can just took her away so easily. I bet the whole world can see what I had done. What so meaningful about this life? I had always ask ppl to work for what they want ... God will help ppl who help themselves ... BUNCH OF RUBBISH ...

I am not expecting a lot ... just simple love and respect from someone I love. Simple ... I am a simple person ... very simple ...
Little thing can make me very happy ...

This does not help me in moving on from her ... this only make me stuck there ...
Totally STUCK.

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